In the Woods by Tana French
“It was a mess. I had expected this but I hadn't foreseen the scale of it" "….mess of the century" - my feelings exactly as I realised that it was 0:43 and I still had to complete chapter 25 before I could keep my kindle down. The last chapter.
And then read 'Sophie hits six' by Dick King-Smith so that I could flush my brain and actually sleep.
Yes the book messed up my thoughts, mind, routine and sleep.
I want to sleep (and later work, of course after re-reading selected parts of the book), without mulling on the earthy smells of the Knocknaree woods, seeing lights filtering through the forever standing tall tall trees - the ringlets of fragile Roslinda, seeing myself in Cassie's quickness and thought analysis (yes I like her very much!), Sam's non-curious acceptances of situations even when the air is crackling signaling the presence of unexplained undercurrents(wishing I was like this), wanting to tell Ryan hey you and many many other haunting, lingering, persisting, nudging, cruel, crafty, scheming, obsessive, disconnect, brave, self-centered ahh and so many other traits captured and woven so well into the tapestry.
I can see people and their body language, persona, the Knocknaree layout, inside homes, the lingering presence of ancient vs youth in the archeological digs, the heavy presence of absence of rapport and of course the main threads - the unsolved case of Peter and Jamie absence and murder of Kathy.
Kindness is missing in the book. Food is restricted to pizza, eggs and bad coffee. Always bad coffee.
PS: The book incidentally has 27 occurrences of the word 'mess', wrecked 10 times and both in one "..I'm wrecked, the case is a mess, these last few weeks have done my head in. Its not personal."
PPS: I actually stopped breathing in bursts as read through the pages, realising only when I seemed to experience a heaviness in the chest - inhale deeply, exhale deeply repeat till heaviness reduces - was the only way to clear the mess.
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